Child of God
The Prodigy

Name: Aloysius Lee
Age: 15
School: PRCS
Birthday: 23/1

I am a servant of God
I am a servant , not a servile
I am the head and not the tail
I am above and not beneath
Let's Walk In Faith And Grow!




Hungering for..

†God†
†Change To The Likeness Of God†
†Become A Pastor†
†To Be Water Baptised†
Motivational Speaker
Finish Poly with CGPA 3.89


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Designer: Elies
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Monday, September 28, 2009

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Speech test, the long awaited test and I think I practically screwed it all up. I tell you, it's not worthwhile investing your time into this speech when the stakes are so great. You will just end up feeling disappointed, knowing how much effort you have put in consciously. I anticipated myself to allow the fear to rule over my body and that calamity did in fact came true. It becomes so devastating when you know how much more you can do, but because of the circumstances, you cannot reach to your fullest potential, with the confidence that deep in you, you can do way better.

I think talking about this just makes me sad. Although I know that I shouldn't be thinking too much about this since it is already over, it still sometimes makes me regret my actions by allowing the circumstances rule over my body. But I want to believe one thing, "Do your best and God will do the rest." I lift my burden into Your loving hands, I pray that You will do what is deem fit for me. Let this be an experience, a good start towards pastorhood. With practice comes perfection. With time, comes success.

This reminds me of the time during "A shot to fame" , just that this time was less intense. I know I can do well, but I'm letting circumstances rule over my body time and again and i'm really hating it. It's time i broke free from this. Talk about "A shot to fame" , It was the first time i joined any singing competition and it was the first time i felt my throat tremble.. It was like a whole body trembling experience.

I don't want to fail this because of circumstances. How I wish that I can be given another chance to do better..



†God† Is Always With Me Even On Monday, September 28, 2009