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The Prodigy Age: 15 School: PRCS Birthday: 23/1 I am a servant of God I am a servant , not a servile I am the head and not the tail I am above and not beneath Let's Walk In Faith And Grow! Hungering for.. †Change To The Likeness Of God† †Become A Pastor† †To Be Water Baptised† Motivational Speaker Finish Poly with CGPA 3.89 past April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 March 2010 July 2012 Credits Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: sxc.hu |
Monday, September 28, 2009 † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † I think talking about this just makes me sad. Although I know that I shouldn't be thinking too much about this since it is already over, it still sometimes makes me regret my actions by allowing the circumstances rule over my body. But I want to believe one thing, "Do your best and God will do the rest." I lift my burden into Your loving hands, I pray that You will do what is deem fit for me. Let this be an experience, a good start towards pastorhood. With practice comes perfection. With time, comes success. This reminds me of the time during "A shot to fame" , just that this time was less intense. I know I can do well, but I'm letting circumstances rule over my body time and again and i'm really hating it. It's time i broke free from this. Talk about "A shot to fame" , It was the first time i joined any singing competition and it was the first time i felt my throat tremble.. It was like a whole body trembling experience. I don't want to fail this because of circumstances. How I wish that I can be given another chance to do better.. †God† Is Always With Me Even On Monday, September 28, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009 † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † Just when I thought I was being hardworking by finally finishing my Chinese essay :) Took 2 hours doing it and I felt great after doing it! But one thing that was wierd is that, I realised that it makes no sense to me why I only have to elaborate 6 points but I have every point to write an essay. Thinking that I was hardworking, write the whole essay! I thought to myself.. Alright.. So I finally finished doing, I felt a sense of relieve and was feeling slightly euphoric. Already ready to move on to maths, I was going through my file and put the maths paper aside so I could do them later. Guess what? I found the right chinese paper which I was supposed to do with 6 points unelaborated, waiting for me to elaborate! :D How stupid I felt =.= It's like.. When you thought you had achieved something, you realise that you've started wrong from the start lol.. It's like.. You go in a room, hoping to go into another door to the other way out but someone turned the whole room around and you end up walking the same way out, where you started, instead of going into a new place.. At this rate I'm doing things, I wonder when can I start doing my maths LOL! Sometimes I just hate homework.. Why do they have to come all at once? Sucks.. Maybe it's because I don't plan things well enough.. Oh well.. Forget about it.. Get on.. =.= On a side note, Krismine told me I had split personalities :D Hi, I'm Aloysius-Kevin[According to me]-Jonathan[According to Regina]-Derrick[According to Jonathan] Lee. I'm extremely happy to know that my English is improving fast and well, 70 :D Highest in level is 74. My next goal, to be First in English! And hopefully, other subjects too. God.. I need renewed strength, both mentally and physically.. I've been feeling restless, desolated and isolated so often.. My academic results just sinks me into abject depression.. Especially A maths. Lord, help me like how you have helped me in my academic like in the past. I know that I know that without you, I can't do it.. Lord, the first step to change is always admitting. There is no point I seek you but don't admit that I need you. Lord, from this day, I pray that You will renew my strength, give me beneficial insights, and help me to excell in anything I do. In Jesus' mighty name, Amen. †God† Is Always With Me Even On Friday, September 11, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009 † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † Isaiah 40:31 but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint. Deuteronomy 31:8 It is the LORD who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed." Well, these few nights i've been talking and learning new things about people. I just love conversations because conversations not only strengthen bonds between two people, but it also teaches you life lessons and sometimes you can help others, and also yourself. For the past few days and nights, i've been thinking about a lot of things. Sometimes, even the irrelevant ones. Watching TV is actually kinda helpful.. I remember hearing this guy say, 往前看，往后想. I think it's really true lor.. I mean we should all apply this to our lives and not let our past hold us back because the world is constantly changing. If you don't change, you don't survive in society. I just now watch Nat Geo Adventure , this guy said, "You need to adapt and react to changes" . I mean, these sentences are so relevant to us. Sometimes we just need to listen and pick out those good points to learn and apply them in our lives and i think that would allow us to have a steadfast purpose in life. Indulge in reminiscence, but also constantly move forward while indulging in the past.[I came up with this today :D] Use the past not to hold you back, but use it as a form of motivation to keep moving forward in life. The past may hurt, but if we look on the brighter side of life, life may not be that bad after all. I don't know if i'm optimistic or not, but i like to tell people to be more optimistic because i never liked seeing my friends sad. Life is too short to be sad, instead of being sad, why not be happy? I mean, how many people would seek for sadness in life? Sadness torments you, and that's what the Devil does best. Stand firm and resist the Devil and he will flee from you because you know that your God, is a mighty God! I don't know why, but i have a passion for compassion.[Sounds cool right? I don't know if it makes sense]. I have a feeling I can become a counsellor one day :D Maybe I should be in the optimistic industry where we make lives happier for everyone, everyday. *New motto* . Finally, to end this post with a simple prayer to bless my friends :D "Lord Jesus, I come before you and ask that you would bless my friends around me, use me to communicate with them. It shall not be I who is speaking, but You, who is speaking through me. Lord, I pray that my friends around me would stay happy and cheerful all the time and that they would let nothing stop them from praising you and worshipping you. You are a good God, you shower us with your love. Your blessings may not be what we want, but it is often what we need. So I pray, Father, that you would strengthen every friendship that I have, and that you would bless the people around me so fervently that their storehouses cannot contain your blessings like a flood that just keeps coming and coming and coming. Lord today, open the windows of Heaven and let your blessing be poured out so that Man will learn that you are good and tangible oh Lord. In Jesus' mighty name I pray, Amen. †God† Is Always With Me Even On Saturday, September 05, 2009
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